Dry is the soul which does not seek the Maker to fill its vase;

I yearn for the Lord, crying out for Him to help me stand straight and keep going on, when my spirit is so tired and every sinew and bone within me is thirsty for the rejuvenating power of God’s grace and love..

These few days have been really tiring for me – physically and emotionally. When there are too many things to think about, it is easy to lose track and lose focus on the most important things.  And so I always ask God to help me prioritise, to focus on the truly important stuff in my life..

It is difficult to let God take control, when you want to be in control of your life.. but I realised some things are really out of my control.. So I surrender willingly, trusting Him, looking forward to His plans for me.. Because without complete surrendering, I would have been driven mad thinking about all the senseless, pointless stuff..

It is really not easy to direct attention at things that command more importance when there are other matters that keep biting at your heart.. when thoughts go astray at times and when emotions drive one to despair and hopelessness – that is when the spirit dries up and the soul is lost, confused, crumbling down like a house of cards.. empty, foolish, vain.

All too often I find myself like a child, confused and lost without direction, losing sight of God to help me go on.

So I pray, and pray, and pray.. and God slowly restores my spirit to go on, fills me up from the fountain of life to spur me on.. Even if I stumble and fall, I shall get up and tread on slowly, one step at a time, because I now have an awesome wonderful Creator in heaven who watches over me.

Oh, how my heart longs for Him and yearns for His love! What will I do, who will I be without my God?

Wonderful, awesome, amazing God..

Pardon the total randomness. Just needed to vent.. from the bottom of a heart that seeks God’s loving warmth..